The Silly Cow

Moo, goes the cow
As he tries to keep up to the plow
He's been running all day
Why won't the plow just stay
Driving all through the farm
He could climb up if he had a arm
His owner just looks at him
Thinking, poor, silly Tim
Enjoying the scene he raised his brow
What a lovely, silly cow

Painful Reminiscing

Thinking here tonight
How we had so much fun
Would laugh for hours
Or just sit in silence
The kind of friendship everyone wants
Knew everything about you
Loved you through your bad moods
Through the fits and crying
Always was there for you
The middle of the night; I came
You meant the world to me
Nothing was more important than you
I miss those days; the pain rips me apart
Why did you have to call it quits
When I gave you myself; always your friend
You had to betray me, dismiss me
I feel like I’ve been crushed
I was the cup and you were the hand
No reason given; you just stopped caring
In a moment, all that we had disappeared
Just evaporated; an ocean gone in a second
Friendship is about forgiving
I can never forgive you for what you did
I loved you more than life itself
Words can’t describe how I felt
When I found out you didn’t
I will never forgive you
But always will love you

Summer Eve

Sitting here on this cool night
Looking across the water at the lights
The city is beautiful; takes my breath away
Why would people move, when they could stay
The sky is clear
The sunset is here
Fading away; the darkness arrives
The moon high in the sky; so bright to my eyes
I could stay all night
Sitting here I have no fright
On this beautiful summer eve
Never want to leave

The Good Years

Looking back, wasn't perfect then
Young, not much to spend
Oh the fun we had
Chasing girls; being bad
Drinking Friday nights
Drunk, getting into fights
Making out with girls
Trying to break their pearls
In the back seats of cars
In the bathrooms of bars
No worry, no care
Spending hours on my hair
Hanging out down by the pool
Even though we should be in school
Blowing through our lives
Can't believe we all have wives
It was so much fun back then
With my best buddy Ben
Now that's all in the past
Through many broken bones, lots of casts
Still get together a few times a year
Just to party and drink lots of beer
Yes, it wasn't perfect then
Young, not much to spend

Blue Suicide

I’m so damn depressed
Living tired and stressed
Going through the day
Nothing good to say
All alone
Empty home
Just don’t know
How much longer I can go
Crying and drinking all night
Just aching to get into a fight
Want to feel physical pain
Fight and fight, til I’m slain
Just sick of my life
I bring out my knife
Suddenly, the police are here
Yelling to drop in my ear
Their guns come out
People start to shout
Look one right in the eye
Lunge toward him; I want to die

The Valet

I’m so fucking sick of this!
Everyday I take shit
Shit from everyone
I’m just a layman in life
Without money to spend
Can’t enjoy myself
Working at this place
Driving Mercedes, Bentleys, Maseratis
Can’t even afford a fucking bike
I smile at them; don’t say anything
As they are hesitant to part with their prizes
Just hate them all!
After work I stay; drink til I throw up
Just trying to drown my sorrows
Is there a point in waking tomorrow?
I stumble out; looking for trouble
Maybe that truck; driving fast enough
Will it hurt; fuck it, I don’t care
Waiting, it’s almost here; speeding
It arrives; I jump

Drinking and Depression

Saturday night
Everybody’s out
In bars, they drink, dance
Relaxing after a long week
Laughing with their friends
Dancing with their lovers
I’m in the back; at the bar
Alone; I drink
Trying to drown my sorrows
Don’t want to wake up tomorrow
I am here with no one
By myself; bad to drink
When one is so down
During my life
I feel like I’m going to drown
Drifting through; pushing through the fog
Wanting to give up; no end in sight
One more drink; keep ‘em coming
When will the pain stop?
I get behind the wheel of my car
Bad to drive to a bar
Going fast; don’t care; so depressed
There’s a wall; a place to end it all
People shout; I don’t stop
Going faster still; I close my eyes
And am finally at peace when I die

Sick of Life

Pointless; everyday living
Going through life; unhappy
No reason to live; time to die
People say they’ll miss me
I know they won’t
Can’t live with this depression
Hate my existence so
Just want it to end
No money; no life
No one to love
So jealous of those
Who have friends in their life
Who have family; husbands; wifes
Sick of being alone; all these years
The gun I’ve had a long time
I know it well; an extension of my arm
The mouth or the temple
Doesn’t really matter
The metal tastes bitter
The last thing I think about
A tear rolls down my eye
Pull the trigger

The Forest

Trees spread their leaves
Soaking in the gorgeous sun
Squirrels run up them
Chasing each other in and around
Chattering away happily
The bird sings, calling her children
The sun is high in the sky
Rabbits hop through the grass
Down the hole they go
Humming birds hover in the air
As they have a delicious meal of flower
Above the forest, watching it all
The eagle soars, the mightiest of all
The king of the sky, no one dare challenge
Everything and creature living their life
Together, in harmony, in this forest
As it was meant to be

Winter Nights

Sunlight is disappearing
Leaving beautiful night in its wake
The days are getting colder
The snow is almost here
Oh, I do love this time of year
Wrapped up by the fire
Reading all the books I dare
Sipping my whisky,
Enjoying the warmth it brings
My cat on my lap, purring loud
As the night gets darker
The moon clear and bright in the sky
As I sit writing this, I couldn’t wish for more
Right now, this moment, I’m in bliss
Oh, how I love this time of year

The Choice

I don’t know how to live
I have so much love to give
Although no one to give it to
My friends left me too
I think I should quit
I don’t like life a bit
I’ve thought about this before
I’ll never be anything more
Just a pathetic waste of space
No one wants to see my face
Everyday I think about death
As I work my way through the meth
Now, more than ever before
I am welcoming death to my door
Over the ridge
Up to the bridge
The water is cold and rocky below
I will be gone in a single blow
There’s no written letter
This way it’s better
The wind blows in my eyes
Drowning out my dreadful cries
I look down and close my eyes
I’ve finally made the choice to die

Broke

God I hate being broke
The money I have is a joke
No money for food, nor for rent
Everything I have is spent
Working this crappy job, day by day
Getting hardly any pay
I can’t live like this
What do I have to miss
The knife is in my drawer
Plunge it deep, fall to the floor
The pain will soon end
Can’t live with no money to spend
On the counter is a note
It says the explanation is in the poems i wrote
Just read them and you’ll understand
Life without money is something I can’t stand

Summer

The sun is out; hot
Lying on the beach; toes in the sand
Just relaxing; watching the people
Girls prance in bikinis; so hot
Guys show off their muscles
Just begging to be touched
The water is nice; refreshing
How I love the summer
Don’t have a care in the world
Could stay here forever
Until summer comes to an end
And the waiting begins

The Storm

Darkness reigns over the place
Rain showers down
Wind whips the trees; trying to steal
Branches and leafs soar everywhere
Sweeping the ground; the wind is king
Birds float on the winds
The forest floor is soaked
Rain draining into the ground
Feeding the trees
Keeping them strong
So they might beat the wind
Cold air is everywhere
Animals scramble for shelter
Hiding in trees, holes, under logs
Lightening strikes; nature is angry
Splitting the trees; trying to harm
Thunder follows; roaring its mighty boom
Then it’s over; the skies clear
Sunlight shines through the canopy
Peaking it’s head in the forest
Plants open their leaves to the sun
Saying hello; bathing in it’s life
The forest is once again a happy place
Always prepared for the storms

So Small

I sometimes think
What am I, I’m so small
One in billions; insignificant
To think; that many people
Each one unique; special to someone
I go about my life; wrapped in a bubble
Unable to comprehend the world
All the animals; what about them
How do they see us
Do they hate us
Taking away they’re shelter
Polluting their homes
Killing millions of them
What do they do; do they have families
Jobs to go to, school?
How do we know
Is there ever going to be a day when we can listen
Communicate with all of God’s creatures?
I guess that’s life; we’ll live it
Never to fully understand it
Just be the best we can be
Just live

Done

I hate my life!
Depression with me everyday
No money!
No friends!
I’m done!
The knife is in my hand
I plunge it in my arm
Drag it slowly up
Blood’s everywhere
The air fills with copper
The pain is unbearable; it doesn’t matter
Before I can scream I slit my throat
I’m on the floor; it’s over

Drowning....Slipping Away

Drowning....slipping away
No point in anything
No joy in my life
Only stress;  eating at me
Destroying me minute by minute
Depression hits me; hard, unrelenting
Like a lead blanket it pushes me down
Squeezing my chest; taking away my air
So far down I can’t feel light
There’s no light in hell
Just want to leave; quickly, quietly
I take the pills in my hand
Such little things; so powerful
Whisky almost gone; one last pull
The pills go down smoothly; the bottle empty
Now comes the wait; it won’t be long
I sit down; writing to everyone
I’m sorry; I can’t live like this
Thank you for everything; I love you
I’m starting to drift off
Can’t keep my eyes open
The bed is warm; I wrap the blanket around me
I sleep; never to wake again

Enough

I’ve had enough!
Enough of this crappy life
Bills to pay; I can’t keep up
Drowning in debt; not willing to sacrifice
There’s no point in living poor
I’d rather not live at all
I often wonder if that’s the solution
Just be done with it; no more stress
No job; nobody to care
I just don’t see the point
Death on my mind everyday
Clouding all other thoughts
I get the gun down; look at it in my hand
So simple...just one squeeze
That’s all it takes
The metal feels cool against my skin
A great wave of relief sweeps over me
I pull the trigger; I’m done

Just One Night

I see her at the bar
The hottest girl so far
Slide up to her, sly as a cat
Maam, you look pretty in black
Can I buy you a drink
What do you think
Care for a dance
Just give me a chance
That was fun
We’re not done
Welcome to my place
You have such a pretty face
We’re in my bed
Two hours and we’re dead
She falls asleep when it’s over
Til tomorrow...when we’re both sober

S & M

The whip cracks down
Sending shivers through my naked body
She pulls the collar tighter; enhancing my pleasure
She looks so good dressed in leather
My thoughts don’t stay though
As she ties me up to the bed
In goes the needle; how I love the pain
I pull on the ropes; her touch almost to much
The whip smacks down again; WHACK
Nine strips of leather; one blow
Down she goes; her teeth relentless
Nipping, biting; biting, nipping
Almost over the edge I go again
She pulls back; teasing
I beg her; I can’t take this
My whole body’s leaping
The handcuffs holding me back
I’m so close; I feel like I going to die
Please, let me cum!
She just smiles; saying nothing
Out comes the ring
Its vibes feeling amazing!
One squeeze; I’m in heaven
I’m free; I steal the whip
It’s my turn

On Fire

My body is on fire
White hot daggers sear through me
Like a thousand burning needles
I try to scream; I can’t
So paralyzed am I with pain
Nothing can describe this
All my other senses are gone
All I can feel is agony
Lying here; people all around
Sirens wail; the fire truck arrived
Someone’s talking to me
I can’t see; am I blind?
.....I’m in the ambulance
Hooked up to all kinds of stuff
The paramedics over me; working furiously
You’re gonna be fine!.....
My eyes flutter open, pain instantly seizes my body
Everything’s fuzzy; is this heaven?
My wife is beside me; crying
The doctor’s above me; saying I’m lucky
For two weeks I’ve been here
I’ll make a full recovery; so lucky
I look at my wife; tell her I love her
Thank God for saving me

My Angel

He sits there; a beautiful angle
The sun shines down on him
His face is perfect; sculpted in heaven
Made by God himself
Not a flaw in sight; majestic
When he walks he glides
Moving with such grace
When he smiles; he lights the world
Everyone looking at him is affected
He comes to me; I am speechless
He chose me; I’m nothing special
Yet I love him with all my being
He still takes my breath away,
Everyday

No Time

I’m running out of time
My days on earth coming to a end
Death is creeping upon me
Getting closer every day; I can feel it
Trying to make amends with those I’ve hurt
All is forgiven; it doesn’t matter
Thinking of all the little things
Things that broke friendships
People I’ve lost; people I’ve found
Those I love are around me
I tell them I love them every day
Tomorrow might be my last
As I lay here I think
I’ve had a good life; I’m grateful
If my time is up; I accept that
I tell them I love them; one last time

She Is My Life

The wind swept through her hair
The day warm and bright
Casting a radiant glow on her face
Her smile large and sweet
Grabs at my heart with its power
I look at her, admire her beauty
Remember the day she first stole my heart
All these years later I still feel lucky
To have a women like this
It humbles me; I'm grateful
Look down at her; tell her I love her
That I will love her forever
She is a essential part of me
She is my life

The Accident

My life flashes before me
Lying on the road
My bike flown out of the way
Brushed aside like a fly
My bike no match for the car
People all around me; are u alright?
Lying there in pain; blood everywhere
Strapped down; the ambulance screaming
Just lying there; I have no one to call
No one to be by my bedside
Oh why didn’t my life end!
It would’ve been so simple
No more lonely days
No more tears
Finally everything would be over

After The Rain

The rain comes down, relentless
Days and days, only clouds
Soaking everything; damp
When it clears, I’m stunned
Only amazing beauty is left
The sunlight reflects off the water
Making everything around sparkle
The plants have hidden from the rain
Now they emerge, refreshed after a long drink
Their colors even more marvellous then before
I stand here and let the smells come
The whole forest alive
Birds sing; such harmony
Rain is life; rejuvenation for the forest
It comes down hard; angry
Leaving beauty and bliss in its wake
Rain is life for all

If Only People Knew

So tired, so very tired
It’s all so hard, to pretend
To look at, I’m happy
At work, people like me; I’m popular
I may smile and joke; it’s a mask
I hide behind it every day
If only they knew, last night I cut myself
What would people think; what would they say
To know there’s one among them; considering death
It would seem so unreal; they wouldn’t believe it first
Not someone like me, who’s always laughing, joking
I feel numb, not sadness, not depressed, nothing
Going through every day, empty, invalid
Life without emotions is not life; it’s nothing
There’s no reason to live anymore
I want to leave; tonight is my last train

Perfection

The birds sing, bringing me music
In the early morning, I sit, listen
The sunlight is bright, warming the day
I look and see butterflies, beautiful
Everything seems to move in harmony
Every creature knows its place
If only it were so easy for humans, I think
A robin lands on my porch, just perched there
Its brilliant bright red chest stands out
The color blending in to the sunrise
There’s no where I’d rather be this moment
On my porch, I’m in heaven
Just marvelling at God’s creations before me

Kids Again

The summer is here
Sunlight is dominating the days
Pushing the darkness away
Warm sand flows over my toes
Just walking along the beach with my wife
Holding hands in the warm summer breeze
I could do this forever; loving every moment
Into the water we go, warm as a bath
We laugh as we splash, kids again
To hear her laugh, her amazing eyes
I love this women so much
My heart still flutters when I see her
I pull her into my arms
In the ocean, we dance

Human Nature

Waves lap against the shore
She lies there in the white sand
The water flowing over her, then back
Looking like a goddess of the sea
The sun is setting; casting a golden glow on her face
I long to touch her; her body seems to call
I dare not though, for it’s not her will
She looks at me and smiles
Just a tease, almost irresistible
Her smile says come, her eyes say don’t dare
I just watch from a distance
Thinking about human nature,
How we long for things we’ll never have

Dark Night

The day is over
Darkness falls upon the city
Like a black cloak swept over the sun
The night air is cool, crisp
As I sit under the moon, I see her
She is just a silhouette against the black sky
Through it all her beauty shines,
Like a million suns she brightens the night
Seems to fit in perfectly with nature
Just sitting there, looking like the angel she is
I go up to her, admire her as I get close
Her beauty, momentarily taking my breath
I whisper her name, she turns to me
Her smile dazzles me, so powerful it is
She comes to me, I bath in her embrace
At that moment nothing matters
Except our love, strong enough to move mountains

Depression

I hear people and feel nothing
Their laughing, smiling, enjoying life
I only see darkness,
A black hole, swallowing me up
As I struggle everyday to climb out
So far in, I can't see light
Can’t tell day from night
My lungs feel like they’re shrinking
Getting smaller every minute
Making it hard to breath
I claw and claw, trying to get out
Only to slip and fall back in
The darkness greedily swallowing me up
Soon I stop trying; I’m too far in
I just let go and except my fate
Never to live again

Pain or Pleasure

Pain is a pleasure
Something I treasure
Only fun when I’m home
Although not when alone
My girl is with me
She loves to whip me
To hear the whip crack
She’s dressed all in black
The handcuffs are tight
I’m still putting up a fight
I’ve been so bad; she’s so very mad
Parts of me are red
She’s taken over my bed
I’ve been a bad boy
Withholding her favourite toy
Tonight is my consequence
I’m enduring my penance
Through all the whips and collars
I can’t help but hollar

My Darkest Hour

It’s now been a few years
Since all the drama and the tears
I hated my life, wanted it to end
I almost went around the bend
I still remember the knife in my hand
Sharp and cold, a means to an end
I would’ve died that night I know
Except you found me, you stopped the flow
You stayed with me that day,
Knelt by my side to pray
I’ve now conquered my fears
I owe it all to you, my dear
You gave me love to devour
You saved me in my darkest hour

My Dad

I never really knew my dad
When I think about it now, it makes me sad
I never had someone to teach me certain things
Like how to meet girls, or go hunting
I blamed myself when I was young
Thinking all the time, I was a bad son
It’s only now I’m starting to realize
I wasn’t a son in his eyes
It wasn’t my fault, I know that now
He didn’t love me then, and still doesn’t now
So it’s time to forget,
The past I regret
I have a son of my own today
I tell him I love him, each and every day

The Game

I remember when I was young
Friday nights were so much fun
Since my dad first took me to the game
Friday nights were never the same
All the excitement and the cheer
And when in overtime, the fear
How the crowd went wild when a game was won
During my childhood, it was so much fun
Now I'm grown up, my dad is gone
I still think of him every time the game is on
How he raised me as his son
I admire him for what he's done
Now my own son is standing here
It's like I'm looking in a mirror

Waiting

My whole life I've been waiting
For a good job to come my way
Or maybe to finally have a best friend
For that special someone to turn up
It seems I'm on the outside looking in
To be able to see but not partake
For how much longer must I wait?
The days are lonely, the nights are worse
All around me I see people laughing
As if they all have shared a private joke
And all this time I'm thinking to myself
How much longer must I wait?

Friday Nights

Friday night, end of the week
Time to go out and move our feet
Just get on the dance floor and have some fun
We're all laughing when the night is done
There's a hot girl, she caught my eye
I ask her to dance, give me a try
We start moving to the beat
Dance so long, my legs are weak
We drink a lot, have a good time
A great song comes on, she starts to grind
I tell her I want her, I'll show her a good time
She leans in my ear and whispers, your mine
With that one word, I take her hand
We go to my her place in my van
We get up the stairs and to her door
We're hardly in before her pants hit the floor
I don't know how but we get to the bed
She pulls my jeans down, starts to give me head
It feels so good, I moan in delight
I tell her to slow down, we have all night
My hand finds its way to her clit
She's moaning now, having a fit
I feel her wetness, the time is here
She cries out as I enter her and nibble on her ear
We moving now, the end is in sight
First her then I, cry out in delight
Again she settles down on me, this time from behind
The skills this women has, man she blows my mind
After it's over, I can't get out of bed
There's not a clear thought left in my head
Man, that was such a delight!
God I love Friday nights!

You are My Everything

I can’t remember life before you
I couldn’t imagine life without you
You are my rock, you hold me down
Without you I’d be blown aroun'
You help me through my darkest fears
Always there to dry my tears
You are my one and only love
For you, I thank the Lord above
We've been together for many years
No matter how He tests me, I have no fears
Cause I have you, my love, to hold me dear
And we will be together, year by year

Missing You

We’ve been together for many years
There’s been laughs, there’s been tears
Lately it seems, we’ve been drifting apart
I think we should look deep into our heart
Because I know, deep inside
I still want you at my bedside
And I know you love me, despite my faults
We were made for each other, despite the results
So baby, please bring back the real you
Cause lately I’ve been missing you

Unemployed

I’m unemployed, I have no job
In recent weeks haven’t made a bob
I sit here all day, no work, no pay
I’ve looked everywhere, it feels
I have trouble paying for my meals
Why can’t I find work these days
Something good, with decent pay
The economy is so bad these days
I’ll do anything that pays
Out in stores while it’s bright
Surfing the internet at night
Hopefully I’ll find something soon
Or else I’ll be sleeping under the moon

Can't Wait To Leave

Oh this women, she bothers me so
Always bugging me to go
Go clean the floors, and the sink
God, she says, this house stinks
Never for one second, can I think
Damn its annoying, drives a man to drink
Why does she have to bother me so
Why can’t she just let it go
I can’t wait to get out of this place
Never again would I see her face

So Depressed

God I’m so depressed
I can’t take all this stress
No money, no job, no friends
I just want my life to end
I sit here day by day
My life is just wasting away
I think about it, there’s no doubt
All I do is sit here and pout
I take the knife, plunge it deep
My last thought, no one will weep

Passing Time

I’m lonely all the time
Just can’t get you off my mind
Why couldn’t you love me
I was yours to keep
I haven’t seen you for weeks and weeks
Just sitting here
missing you every day
Why did you leave, you never did say
I know I’ve lost you, it was made clear that day
I’ll still pray for you no matter what you say
One day I know, I’ll get you off my mind
It’s just a matter of passing time

It's A Hard Life

I live a hard life
I admit it, I cut myself with a knife
Struggling to survive day to day
To get by on this pitiful pay
Wishing one day to get out of this boat
As time goes by, starting to lose hope
Constantly thinking of bills to pay
Just trying to survive, day by day
I’m trying so hard not to lose hope
But it feels like there’s a hole in this boat
I’m slowly sinking, going down
Trying desperately not to drown

No More Shitty Weeks

The clouds are out
The day is bleak
What a fucking shitty week!
I lost my job
I have no friends
I just want this shit life to end!
I sit in my car, the hose at my feet
And feel myself drift off to sleep

Down at The Beach

God it beautiful down here
The waves lap against the shore
Makes me want to dive to the ocean floor
Just go, forget about my fear

Sand; warm, soft and white
A father and daughter flying a kite
I dig my toes through gentle sand
While playing with sea shells in my hand

God I love it down here
I just want to jump and cheer
Every summer I go
Just to hear the oceans flow

The Happy Dog

My dog looked at me today
As if he were trying to say
I want to go out, go out and play!

How simple these creatures of the ark
All they want is to go to the park
Just go out and enjoy the day
Come on master, let’s play!

The only one always by your side
Ok you ready master, I’m gonna hide!
I look down at this creature of god
And think to myself, that’s one happy dog!

My Girl’s Lovely Legs

Oh my look at those legs
Enough to make a man beg
Just want to run my hands up that lace
To explore her most precious place
To send shivers down her spine
As our bodies intertwine
She cries out my name
She’s definitely not in pain
Its coming, its here
I whisper my love in her ear

More Than A Kiss

One kiss, that’s all it takes
Her love is shown on her face
One kiss, full of grace
Reminds me of our first date
We met on a run, out in the sun
Remember sweetheart, we had so much fun
When it was over, there was a smile on your face
We ended up having coffee at my place
During that day, I felt only bliss
We said goodnight, it's our first kiss

Just a Kite

I stand here in dawn’s beautiful light
From my fingers flies a kite
I look up at the amazing blue sky
Way to great for my humble eyes
As I stand here flying my kite
I wish I could achieve such great heights

Friday Night, Home Alone

It’s Friday night, I’m home alone
No one’s even texting my phone
I think I’ve had to much to drink
I’m throwing up in the sink
Why do I care what anyone thinks
As I make myself another drink
The days are lonely, with my silent phone
It’s Friday night, and I’m all alone

Drowning in Sorrow

I AM DROWNING IN SORROW
I dread the day tomorrow
All alone, yet surrounded people
As I pray for strength in this steeple
I see families, friends and couples
Yet I feel like I’m in a bubble
After, I head to talk to the priest
He is with the others at the feast
It seems no one has time for me
So I make my exit, I flee
As I’m heading home I make a mistake
I stop at a bar to partake
I stay for one to many beers
But feel safe among the cheers
Afterwards I stumble out
A women in my arms, we’re making out
I finally find my goddamn keys
Get behind the wheel, a beer between my knees
The road is curvy, its so dark out
My lady makes a sound, in fact she shouts out
I ask her what is wrong, I wonder what she sees
I look away just briefly, never saw the trees

Rock Bottom

My alarm is blaring by my head
Just want to stay in bed
Don’t wanna face another day
What’s the point in getting up I say
I try to get up and feel like lead
Oh fuck! I might as well be dead
I take the needle off the tray
Shoot up to start another day
I feel the drug coarsing through my vain
Its magic takes away all the pain
I finally get up to face the show
What would I do without my blow

Chill

What’s wrong with people today
Everybody rushing and being late
Most don’t even have time
Breakfast just slips their mind
I myself will never be late
Will always have breakfast on my plate
When people ask me how I have time to kill
I’ll just reply, chill man, chill

Spring

The birds sing, nature’s beautiful music
 I sit here in bliss listening
On this beautiful spring day
The sun warms my back, not a cloud in sight
Everything is perfect, lost in the moment
On this beautiful spring day

Nature's Anger

Dark clouds hover ominously on the horizon
Threatening to steal the sun
Casting the earth into darkness
Pouring their rain down into the world
Like all evil is coming down from above
The rain comes, hard, pounding
People run for cover, ducking in doorways
Hurrying to their cars,
Trying to avoid the assault nature has thrust upon them

Love

Love is paradise
It’s knowing you’re never alone
That you’ll always have someone at your side
It’s that indescribable feeling when you look at someone
The person that always makes you smile when you’re sad
Love is sticking by someone no matter what
It’s paralyzing fear when that person has been hurt
That secure feeling that come what may you’ll always have each other
Love is life

Nature's Joy

The sun is out
High in the sky
Heating the world
Warming the ocean
Creating beautiful flowers
Giving life to trees, thus giving life to us
The sun is nature smiling to the world

The Last Day

What’s the point of life these days?
As I sit here and watch the world go by
I wonder what it’d be like to die
Would it really be so bad I say
When nobody would care enough to cry
As I sit and watch the world go by
I wipe the teardrops from my eyes
Would anybody mourn me when I’m gone
Or would they just forget about me and move on
As I sit here and watch the world go by
I come to a resolve that makes me cry
I’ve decided, made my choice
I’ll do it tonight, I know the perfect place
Never again will people see my face…

Saved

I’ve been living in darkness these last few years
Trying unsuccessfully to hold back these tears
Every day a constant struggle
I feel like I’m living in a bubble
Able to see but not partake
Leaving nothing but sadness in my wake
Until one day I met someone
The sight of who made me smile like the sun
Someone to love, who makes my days fun
Someone to hold, I see ourselves as one
Finally after all these years,
I’m no longer shedding all these tears
I’m finally happy, I’m finally saved
I now smile each and every day

Raz

I sometimes wish I were a cat
Just lying in the sun all fluffy and black
Enjoying the heat, not a thing on my mind
Except maybe that bird close by
The way it cleans itself with its beak
Makes me want it for a treat
I start to get up, I want to eat
The bird takes flight
There goes my treat

Like the Sun

When I look at you I see the sun
Smiling down at me with love
Your perfect eyes shine bright
Almost blinding with their light
When I look at you I feel nothing but love
I close my eyes and thank the lord above
How blessed I am with you in my life
Please my love, would you be my wife?

My Dear

It is a dark day in my life
I have just lost my wife
Wed for over thirty years
Through all the laughs, and tears
I love you my dear
Please come back!
Oh, why did you have that heart attack!
I will never forget you as long as I live
Oh, I have so much more love to give!
I pray that you rest in peace my love
Til the day I die, I’ll meet you above

My Precious Wife

I love you with my life
You, my dear, my precious wife
I will go to the end of the earth for you
I wish I could suffer through birth for you
My love, you complete my life
I couldn’t ask for a better wife
I am honoured every time you walk through those doors
Forever and for always, my love is yours

The Miracle of Life

I cried when you came into this world
I couldn’t believe when I saw my girl
How something so precious I could create
I feel this was my fate
I will love you always, protect you my dear
I will always be there, to whisper my love in your ear
You are beautiful, that I know
I can see the bright halo
I love you my angel, my little girl
As your little fingers and toes curl
I thank god he brought you here
As I whisper I love you in your ear

My Friend

It wasn’t that long ago I met you
Yet I wonder how I lived without you
You’re always there for me in times of pain
The sun shining through the rain
I know I can count on you
You know that I love you
You can tell me anything
I can share your pain
I will always be there
Through sun and through rain

Winter

Trees are bare, leaves are gone
I can’t believe the layers I have on
The wind is fierce and bitter in my face
I can’t wait to get back to your place
To a place that’s safe and warm
Where I can hold you in my arms
The snow is beautiful yes indeed
Although yellow where the dogs have peed
My feet shuffle through the snow
The air is cold, I feel its blow
I finally make it to the door
The snow making puddles on the floor
The winter is mean, the plants stripped of their green
But you my love, you keep me safe
I can always just drive to your place!

Slipping

Lately I been very sad
My days have been very bad
Each and every day I wake
My heart feels broken and full of hate
What have I done in this world
To never have been loved by a girl
Never to be kissed, nor to be hugged
I feel like I’ve just been mugged
I get up, don’t want to face another day
This time I go down on my knees to pray
Please God in the skies above
Hear my prayers and let me be loved

A Simple Way Out

These days are dark, I’m full of hate
As I look at my pistol in its crate
How simple it would be to end my life
I’ll use my gun, not my knife
When the moment comes I’ll feel no pain
What’s life worth anyway, if lived in vain
I have no one to love, nothing to live for
I see a simple way out the door
The moment has come, I pull with my thumb
My final thought,
I never forgave my mom

Giving Up

I’ve had it, I’m through
What’s the point in living, if I can’t be with you
Your beautiful eyes, big and blue
Oh why did I fall in love with you
You love another one, that much is true
You’ll never now how much I love you
So goodbye my dear, my precious you
I’m going to give myself to the great big blue

No One

I stand up here under the sun
And wish I’d had someone
While the day is bright, I’m full of hate
I can’t even find a damn mate
What’s the point, I say with a lump
I close my eyes and I jump

The End

I live alone, not a sole in sight
Just waiting to walk into the light
Every night an empty bed
Why not just shoot myself in the head
What’s the point of living I say
If I’m so sad and alone every day
Either the gun or the knife
Today I’m going to end my life

You

The sun is out, the sky blue
I feel so lucky to have you
Every day I wake
Praying not to make a mistake
I love you my dear
Forever want you near
Please be mine
‘Til the end of time

Wasting Away

There’s no point in living these days
I feel like I’m just wasting away
I will never feel love anyway
That much I can say
I just drift through each day
If people ask what can I say
I’m just trying to get through the day
Ashes to ashes, dust to dust
Kill myself, I think I must