The clouds are out
The day is bleak
What a fucking shitty week!
I lost my job
I have no friends
I just want this shit life to end!
I sit in my car, the hose at my feet
And feel myself drift off to sleep
Sunday, May 1, 2011
Down at The Beach
God it beautiful down here
The waves lap against the shore
Makes me want to dive to the ocean floor
Just go, forget about my fear
Sand; warm, soft and white
A father and daughter flying a kite
I dig my toes through gentle sand
While playing with sea shells in my hand
God I love it down here
I just want to jump and cheer
Every summer I go
Just to hear the oceans flow
The waves lap against the shore
Makes me want to dive to the ocean floor
Just go, forget about my fear
Sand; warm, soft and white
A father and daughter flying a kite
I dig my toes through gentle sand
While playing with sea shells in my hand
God I love it down here
I just want to jump and cheer
Every summer I go
Just to hear the oceans flow
The Happy Dog
My dog looked at me today
As if he were trying to say
I want to go out, go out and play!
How simple these creatures of the ark
All they want is to go to the park
Just go out and enjoy the day
Come on master, let’s play!
The only one always by your side
Ok you ready master, I’m gonna hide!
I look down at this creature of god
And think to myself, that’s one happy dog!
As if he were trying to say
I want to go out, go out and play!
How simple these creatures of the ark
All they want is to go to the park
Just go out and enjoy the day
Come on master, let’s play!
The only one always by your side
Ok you ready master, I’m gonna hide!
I look down at this creature of god
And think to myself, that’s one happy dog!
My Girl’s Lovely Legs
Oh my look at those legs
Enough to make a man beg
Just want to run my hands up that lace
To explore her most precious place
To send shivers down her spine
As our bodies intertwine
She cries out my name
She’s definitely not in pain
Its coming, its here
I whisper my love in her ear
Enough to make a man beg
Just want to run my hands up that lace
To explore her most precious place
To send shivers down her spine
As our bodies intertwine
She cries out my name
She’s definitely not in pain
Its coming, its here
I whisper my love in her ear
More Than A Kiss
One kiss, that’s all it takes
Her love is shown on her face
One kiss, full of grace
Reminds me of our first date
We met on a run, out in the sun
Remember sweetheart, we had so much fun
When it was over, there was a smile on your face
We ended up having coffee at my place
During that day, I felt only bliss
We said goodnight, it's our first kiss
Her love is shown on her face
One kiss, full of grace
Reminds me of our first date
We met on a run, out in the sun
Remember sweetheart, we had so much fun
When it was over, there was a smile on your face
We ended up having coffee at my place
During that day, I felt only bliss
We said goodnight, it's our first kiss
Just a Kite
I stand here in dawn’s beautiful light
From my fingers flies a kite
I look up at the amazing blue sky
Way to great for my humble eyes
As I stand here flying my kite
I wish I could achieve such great heights
From my fingers flies a kite
I look up at the amazing blue sky
Way to great for my humble eyes
As I stand here flying my kite
I wish I could achieve such great heights
Friday Night, Home Alone
It’s Friday night, I’m home alone
No one’s even texting my phone
I think I’ve had to much to drink
I’m throwing up in the sink
Why do I care what anyone thinks
As I make myself another drink
The days are lonely, with my silent phone
It’s Friday night, and I’m all alone
No one’s even texting my phone
I think I’ve had to much to drink
I’m throwing up in the sink
Why do I care what anyone thinks
As I make myself another drink
The days are lonely, with my silent phone
It’s Friday night, and I’m all alone
Drowning in Sorrow
I AM DROWNING IN SORROW
I dread the day tomorrow
All alone, yet surrounded people
As I pray for strength in this steeple
I see families, friends and couples
Yet I feel like I’m in a bubble
After, I head to talk to the priest
He is with the others at the feast
It seems no one has time for me
So I make my exit, I flee
As I’m heading home I make a mistake
I stop at a bar to partake
I stay for one to many beers
But feel safe among the cheers
Afterwards I stumble out
A women in my arms, we’re making out
I finally find my goddamn keys
Get behind the wheel, a beer between my knees
The road is curvy, its so dark out
My lady makes a sound, in fact she shouts out
I ask her what is wrong, I wonder what she sees
I look away just briefly, never saw the trees
I dread the day tomorrow
All alone, yet surrounded people
As I pray for strength in this steeple
I see families, friends and couples
Yet I feel like I’m in a bubble
After, I head to talk to the priest
He is with the others at the feast
It seems no one has time for me
So I make my exit, I flee
As I’m heading home I make a mistake
I stop at a bar to partake
I stay for one to many beers
But feel safe among the cheers
Afterwards I stumble out
A women in my arms, we’re making outI finally find my goddamn keys
Get behind the wheel, a beer between my knees
The road is curvy, its so dark out
My lady makes a sound, in fact she shouts out
I ask her what is wrong, I wonder what she sees
I look away just briefly, never saw the trees
Rock Bottom
My alarm is blaring by my head
Just want to stay in bed
Don’t wanna face another day
What’s the point in getting up I say
I try to get up and feel like lead
Oh fuck! I might as well be dead
I take the needle off the tray
Shoot up to start another day
I feel the drug coarsing through my vain
Its magic takes away all the pain
I finally get up to face the show
What would I do without my blow
Just want to stay in bed
Don’t wanna face another day
What’s the point in getting up I say
I try to get up and feel like lead
Oh fuck! I might as well be dead
I take the needle off the tray
Shoot up to start another day
I feel the drug coarsing through my vain
Its magic takes away all the pain
I finally get up to face the show
What would I do without my blow
Chill
What’s wrong with people today
Everybody rushing and being late
Most don’t even have time
Breakfast just slips their mind
I myself will never be late
Will always have breakfast on my plate
When people ask me how I have time to kill
I’ll just reply, chill man, chill
Everybody rushing and being late
Most don’t even have time
Breakfast just slips their mind
I myself will never be late
Will always have breakfast on my plate
When people ask me how I have time to kill
I’ll just reply, chill man, chill
Spring
The birds sing, nature’s beautiful music
I sit here in bliss listening
On this beautiful spring day
The sun warms my back, not a cloud in sight
Everything is perfect, lost in the moment
On this beautiful spring day
I sit here in bliss listening
On this beautiful spring day
The sun warms my back, not a cloud in sight
Everything is perfect, lost in the moment
On this beautiful spring day
Nature's Anger
Dark clouds hover ominously on the horizon
Threatening to steal the sun
Casting the earth into darkness
Pouring their rain down into the world
Like all evil is coming down from above
The rain comes, hard, pounding
People run for cover, ducking in doorways
Hurrying to their cars,
Trying to avoid the assault nature has thrust upon them
Threatening to steal the sun
Casting the earth into darkness
Pouring their rain down into the world
Like all evil is coming down from above
The rain comes, hard, pounding
People run for cover, ducking in doorways
Hurrying to their cars,
Trying to avoid the assault nature has thrust upon them
Love
Love is paradise
It’s knowing you’re never alone
That you’ll always have someone at your side
It’s that indescribable feeling when you look at someone
The person that always makes you smile when you’re sad
Love is sticking by someone no matter what
It’s paralyzing fear when that person has been hurt
That secure feeling that come what may you’ll always have each other
Love is life
It’s knowing you’re never alone
That you’ll always have someone at your side
It’s that indescribable feeling when you look at someone
The person that always makes you smile when you’re sad
Love is sticking by someone no matter what
It’s paralyzing fear when that person has been hurt
That secure feeling that come what may you’ll always have each other
Love is life
Nature's Joy
The sun is out
High in the sky
Heating the world
Warming the ocean
Creating beautiful flowers
Giving life to trees, thus giving life to us
The sun is nature smiling to the world
High in the sky
Heating the world
Warming the ocean
Creating beautiful flowers
Giving life to trees, thus giving life to us
The sun is nature smiling to the world
The Last Day
What’s the point of life these days?
As I sit here and watch the world go by
I wonder what it’d be like to die
Would it really be so bad I say
When nobody would care enough to cry
As I sit and watch the world go by
I wipe the teardrops from my eyes
Would anybody mourn me when I’m gone
Or would they just forget about me and move on
As I sit here and watch the world go by
I come to a resolve that makes me cry
I’ve decided, made my choice
I’ll do it tonight, I know the perfect place
Never again will people see my face…
As I sit here and watch the world go by
I wonder what it’d be like to die
Would it really be so bad I say
When nobody would care enough to cry
As I sit and watch the world go by
I wipe the teardrops from my eyes
Would anybody mourn me when I’m gone
Or would they just forget about me and move on
As I sit here and watch the world go by
I come to a resolve that makes me cry
I’ve decided, made my choice
I’ll do it tonight, I know the perfect place
Never again will people see my face…
Saved
I’ve been living in darkness these last few years
Trying unsuccessfully to hold back these tears
Every day a constant struggle
I feel like I’m living in a bubble
Able to see but not partake
Leaving nothing but sadness in my wake
Until one day I met someone
The sight of who made me smile like the sun
Someone to love, who makes my days fun
Someone to hold, I see ourselves as one
Finally after all these years,
I’m no longer shedding all these tears
I’m finally happy, I’m finally saved
I now smile each and every day
Trying unsuccessfully to hold back these tears
Every day a constant struggle
I feel like I’m living in a bubble
Able to see but not partake
Leaving nothing but sadness in my wake
Until one day I met someone
The sight of who made me smile like the sun
Someone to love, who makes my days fun
Someone to hold, I see ourselves as one
Finally after all these years,
I’m no longer shedding all these tears
I’m finally happy, I’m finally saved
I now smile each and every day
Raz
I sometimes wish I were a cat
Just lying in the sun all fluffy and black
Enjoying the heat, not a thing on my mind
Except maybe that bird close by
The way it cleans itself with its beak
Makes me want it for a treat
I start to get up, I want to eat
The bird takes flight
There goes my treat
Just lying in the sun all fluffy and black
Enjoying the heat, not a thing on my mind
Except maybe that bird close by
The way it cleans itself with its beak
Makes me want it for a treat
I start to get up, I want to eat
The bird takes flight
There goes my treat
Like the Sun
When I look at you I see the sun
Smiling down at me with love
Your perfect eyes shine bright
Almost blinding with their light
When I look at you I feel nothing but love
I close my eyes and thank the lord above
How blessed I am with you in my life
Please my love, would you be my wife?
Smiling down at me with love
Your perfect eyes shine bright
Almost blinding with their light
When I look at you I feel nothing but love
I close my eyes and thank the lord above
How blessed I am with you in my life
Please my love, would you be my wife?
My Dear
It is a dark day in my life
I have just lost my wife
Wed for over thirty years
Through all the laughs, and tears
I love you my dear
Please come back!
Oh, why did you have that heart attack!
I will never forget you as long as I live
Oh, I have so much more love to give!
I pray that you rest in peace my love
Til the day I die, I’ll meet you above
I have just lost my wife
Wed for over thirty yearsThrough all the laughs, and tears
I love you my dear
Please come back!
Oh, why did you have that heart attack!
I will never forget you as long as I live
Oh, I have so much more love to give!
I pray that you rest in peace my love
Til the day I die, I’ll meet you above
My Precious Wife
I love you with my life
You, my dear, my precious wife
I will go to the end of the earth for you
I wish I could suffer through birth for you
My love, you complete my life
I couldn’t ask for a better wife
I am honoured every time you walk through those doors
Forever and for always, my love is yours
You, my dear, my precious wife
I will go to the end of the earth for you
I wish I could suffer through birth for you
My love, you complete my life
I couldn’t ask for a better wife
I am honoured every time you walk through those doors
Forever and for always, my love is yours
The Miracle of Life
I cried when you came into this world
I couldn’t believe when I saw my girl
How something so precious I could create
I feel this was my fate
I will love you always, protect you my dear
I will always be there, to whisper my love in your ear
You are beautiful, that I know
I can see the bright halo
I love you my angel, my little girl
As your little fingers and toes curl
I thank god he brought you here
As I whisper I love you in your ear
I couldn’t believe when I saw my girl
How something so precious I could create
I feel this was my fate
I will love you always, protect you my dear
I will always be there, to whisper my love in your ear
You are beautiful, that I know
I can see the bright halo
I love you my angel, my little girl
As your little fingers and toes curl
I thank god he brought you here
As I whisper I love you in your ear
My Friend
It wasn’t that long ago I met you
Yet I wonder how I lived without you
You’re always there for me in times of pain
The sun shining through the rain
I know I can count on you
You know that I love you
You can tell me anything
I can share your pain
I will always be there
Through sun and through rain
Yet I wonder how I lived without you
You’re always there for me in times of pain
The sun shining through the rain
I know I can count on you
You know that I love you
You can tell me anything
I can share your pain
I will always be there
Through sun and through rain
Winter
Trees are bare, leaves are gone
I can’t believe the layers I have on
The wind is fierce and bitter in my face
I can’t wait to get back to your place
To a place that’s safe and warm
Where I can hold you in my arms
The snow is beautiful yes indeed
Although yellow where the dogs have peed
My feet shuffle through the snow
The air is cold, I feel its blow
I finally make it to the door
The snow making puddles on the floor
The winter is mean, the plants stripped of their green
But you my love, you keep me safe
I can always just drive to your place!
I can’t believe the layers I have on
The wind is fierce and bitter in my face
I can’t wait to get back to your place
To a place that’s safe and warm
Where I can hold you in my arms
The snow is beautiful yes indeed
Although yellow where the dogs have peed
My feet shuffle through the snow
The air is cold, I feel its blow
I finally make it to the door
The snow making puddles on the floor
The winter is mean, the plants stripped of their green
But you my love, you keep me safe
I can always just drive to your place!
Slipping
Lately I been very sad
My days have been very bad
Each and every day I wake
My heart feels broken and full of hate
What have I done in this world
To never have been loved by a girl
Never to be kissed, nor to be hugged
I feel like I’ve just been mugged
I get up, don’t want to face another day
This time I go down on my knees to pray
Please God in the skies above
Hear my prayers and let me be loved
My days have been very bad
Each and every day I wake
My heart feels broken and full of hate
What have I done in this world
To never have been loved by a girl
Never to be kissed, nor to be hugged
I feel like I’ve just been mugged
I get up, don’t want to face another day
This time I go down on my knees to pray
Please God in the skies above
Hear my prayers and let me be loved
A Simple Way Out
These days are dark, I’m full of hate
As I look at my pistol in its crate
How simple it would be to end my life
I’ll use my gun, not my knife
When the moment comes I’ll feel no pain
What’s life worth anyway, if lived in vain
I have no one to love, nothing to live for
I see a simple way out the door
The moment has come, I pull with my thumb
My final thought,
I never forgave my mom
As I look at my pistol in its crate
How simple it would be to end my life
I’ll use my gun, not my knife
When the moment comes I’ll feel no pain
What’s life worth anyway, if lived in vain
I have no one to love, nothing to live for
I see a simple way out the door
The moment has come, I pull with my thumb
My final thought,
I never forgave my mom
Giving Up
I’ve had it, I’m through
What’s the point in living, if I can’t be with you
Your beautiful eyes, big and blue
Oh why did I fall in love with you
You love another one, that much is true
You’ll never now how much I love you
So goodbye my dear, my precious you
I’m going to give myself to the great big blue
What’s the point in living, if I can’t be with you
Your beautiful eyes, big and blue
Oh why did I fall in love with you
You love another one, that much is true
You’ll never now how much I love you
So goodbye my dear, my precious you
I’m going to give myself to the great big blue
No One
I stand up here under the sun
And wish I’d had someone
While the day is bright, I’m full of hate
I can’t even find a damn mate
What’s the point, I say with a lump
I close my eyes and I jump
And wish I’d had someone
While the day is bright, I’m full of hate
I can’t even find a damn mate
What’s the point, I say with a lump
I close my eyes and I jump
The End
I live alone, not a sole in sight
Just waiting to walk into the light
Every night an empty bed
Why not just shoot myself in the head
What’s the point of living I say
If I’m so sad and alone every day
Either the gun or the knife
Today I’m going to end my life
Just waiting to walk into the light
Every night an empty bed
Why not just shoot myself in the head
What’s the point of living I say
If I’m so sad and alone every day
Either the gun or the knife
Today I’m going to end my life
You
The sun is out, the sky blue
I feel so lucky to have you
Every day I wake
Praying not to make a mistake
I love you my dear
Forever want you near
Please be mine
‘Til the end of time
I feel so lucky to have you
Every day I wake
Praying not to make a mistake
I love you my dear
Forever want you near
Please be mine
‘Til the end of time
Wasting Away
There’s no point in living these days
I feel like I’m just wasting away
I will never feel love anyway
That much I can say
I just drift through each day
If people ask what can I say
I’m just trying to get through the day
Ashes to ashes, dust to dust
Kill myself, I think I must
I feel like I’m just wasting away
I will never feel love anyway
That much I can say
I just drift through each day
If people ask what can I say
I’m just trying to get through the day
Ashes to ashes, dust to dust
Kill myself, I think I must
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