Depression

I hear people and feel nothing
Their laughing, smiling, enjoying life
I only see darkness,
A black hole, swallowing me up
As I struggle everyday to climb out
So far in, I can't see light
Can’t tell day from night
My lungs feel like they’re shrinking
Getting smaller every minute
Making it hard to breath
I claw and claw, trying to get out
Only to slip and fall back in
The darkness greedily swallowing me up
Soon I stop trying; I’m too far in
I just let go and except my fate
Never to live again

Pain or Pleasure

Pain is a pleasure
Something I treasure
Only fun when I’m home
Although not when alone
My girl is with me
She loves to whip me
To hear the whip crack
She’s dressed all in black
The handcuffs are tight
I’m still putting up a fight
I’ve been so bad; she’s so very mad
Parts of me are red
She’s taken over my bed
I’ve been a bad boy
Withholding her favourite toy
Tonight is my consequence
I’m enduring my penance
Through all the whips and collars
I can’t help but hollar