Well, Fuck Me

Today I lost my phone
Out, wandering around
Looking for things to do
Trying to get you off my mind
Well, fuck me!
Pissed off; so distracted
Just thinking of you all day
When I tell you I love you; you say
Stay away, you don't like me that way
Well, shit, fuck me sideways!
All these nights I spend
Waiting to hear you say goodnight
The devastation when you don't
For you are the last on my mind
What am I to you?
Tired of guessing; oh fuck me
This hurts; when you say
We may not be able to talk everyday
You will be busy; school and work
Yet I know to, you can make time
You're just being subtle; pushing me away
Well, what can I say? Fuck me!
You're amazing in my eyes
Special to me like no other
Yet you want me to keep my distance
What more is there to say really?
Aw fuck, why do I love you so?

Are You Ever Going To Love Me?

Thinking of you again
Your beautiful voice; your stunning smile
Of all the nights we spend talking
Even when I'm dead tired; I wait for you
I love you with my soul
The feeling goes deep; dream of you when I sleep
Would do anything you say
Even if you told me to stay away
Yet I often think I'm better off that way
For these feelings for you are hurting me
Everyday, I think you'll say
Just leave me alone; I'm ruining your life
Just pushing you to much; causing you stress
You've had it with me; tired of my breath
The fear never leaves; it kills me
Eating away at me day by day
Wishing that only you would say
You love me back; I'm what you lack
You want me in your life
You're taking out the knife
For it really is a pain to love you
You're amazing; that is true
Yet holding me at a distance
Is killing me too; I love you
So this is the question; no masks
Are you ever going to love me
Love me like I love you