That I should love you
That you should push me away
The lack of trust is hurtful
When you are my world
I am on the sidelines of yours
Looking in, wishing you trusted me
Like you trust him; like you love him
He's the focus of my envy; my jealousy
That he receives your love while I don't
It consumes me; like a raging fire
Sucking out the air; the life inside me
Not able to see past it; I sit here in desolation
Wishing for your love, I will never receive
Longing for your heart, I will never get
